today in history :))

Itz 10.55pm at 10/11/2009..

Past this dayz, I have realized the people surrounding me... I find them pretty comfortable actually... I would rather not describe them but itz how I personally experienced myself with them.. They seem to be advising me, helping me out and even solving my problemz... I never had a chance like this before since I was the only one seem to be pleasing people for what they've wanted... Anywayz, I would just like to say that, no matter how we judge them, our judgement might be wrong as the proverb goes, "Dont Judge A Book By Itz Covers" :))

as tis is -jay- who writez..

Finally, back to basics.. : Im reborn..

At last, Im visiting my blog after so many months of delayed and buzy schedule.. As far until today, I've yet lead my life... Still surviving into the world full of changes, challenges.. The world has changed, people has changed... Without my notice, as I woke up one day, I felt like everything was changed.. Nothing is the same as I taught before.. Until today, I really, seriously, hardly cant cope myself with the change.. I sometimes have some weird feeling in me towards people, toward the world... Why do they have to act so strangely, why do they have to react towards the force, why they live a life full of fake... All this question runs in my mind.. But I was not like how I use to be now.. I too had to change and get myself adapted with the surroundings.. Thanks a lot to my mom... She helped me a lot in a way to realize things.. I guess this way of life is what the world prefers.. There's no more innocence in anything.. Its full of dirt, shit, pain, sufferings, and all together SIN.. I pray that there will be a day for all this which is called the Judgement Day... In this day, the whole world will pay for whatever has been done and over.. I have heard true stories and newz from people, nation and outsiders, itz that there is a place called the Mysterious World and itz in between the world of Heaven and the world of Hell... Its to be said that the sufferings in the Mysterious world is worsen than the world of Hell.. Im notsure of this but I learned that I have realised into things lately and dont wish to drag myself in pain no more... I had it enough.. I would be glad that someday people will come to a realization just like me to face the world.. Thats all I could say for today...




and tis is -jay- who writes..